GOOD FRIEND, BEST FRIEND

[Verse 1]
If you told me
A day ago
That we wouldn't talk for months
I would have told you
A day ago
"Girl, I think you're going nuts."
If you told me
A week ago
That'd be crying all alone
I would have told you
A week ago
"I don't wanna go back home."

[Chorus]
I'm not a good friend
I'm not your best friend 
But god, I really tried my best
I didn't realize
What I did
until I did way too much
I'm not a good friend
I'm not your best friend 
But god, I really tried my best
I didn't realize
What I did
until I did way too much

[Instrumental Break]
(Chord!)

[Verse 2]
If you told me
A month ago
That you would really hate my guts
I would have told you
A month ago
"Is this something we'll discuss?"
I'm not a good friend
But I'm not a bad friend
I just keep on looking
Back on when it happened
Did you wanna trust me
Or did you wanna run away?
I guess I'm really lucky
You told my friend to cut away
I don't wanna give you
Satisfaction
Of seeing me lose my mind
You encouraged
My friend to
Go and lose it in the blade of a knife

[Chorus]
I'm not a good friend
I'm not your best friend 
But god, I really tried my best
I didn't realize
What I did
until I did way too much
I'm not a good friend
I'm not your best friend 
But god, I really tried my best
I didn't realize
What I did
until I did way too much

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro]
If you told me
A year ago
That we didn't talk enough
I would have told you
a year ago
"Maybe that wasn't so wrong."